delay is the journey?

religious Carmelites pray the psalms to rid themselves of

their inner paradoxes including homicidal tendencies

don’t tell me otherwise;

I, I am not so lucky –

with me it happens all in real life swayed

from helplessness to anger time

and again part of a wider web I

can only hope others inflicted by

my temporary being use the material

for their own learning. But now, there –

comes a straight stretch of road no not the

final mile yet I hope but looking forward instead

of falling sideways and just maybe – knitting it all together.

~ by Barbara S on June 27, 2021.